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November 2015
I’ve had a really hard time getting this done this month. I decided to finally quit smoking on the 1st of November. BUT – it hasn’t exactly worked. I’ve been stupidly putting myself through withdrawal on a daily basis by … Continue reading
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Tagged art, Balance, creativity, goals, smoking, writing
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ANGST
I had a very weird dream last night. I was living in this small closet of a room in this huge place, like a mall and an amusement park all in one big thing, and loads of people; sort of … Continue reading
Posted in 2013, Onward & Upward, Ruminations
Tagged angst, children, creativity, smoking, spirit, TIME, writing
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10-17-13 (and smoking)
I have been having such a rough time. I finally went out and bought a pack of cigarettes yesterday. While I do not want to be a smoker, I also don’t want to be so dysfunctional and unable to cope … Continue reading
Posted in 2013, Onward & Upward, Ruminations
Tagged ADD/HD, personal growth, questions, smoking
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nine-eleven
9/11/13 – thinking about where I was on 9/11/01. Sitting on my sofa nursing my child. I will never forget it. I think about other shocking events I have experienced: The 1989 earthquake in San Francisco, the floods in 1982 … Continue reading
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Tagged insanity, philosophy, politics, questions, smoking, spirit, writing
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090613
It has now been 15 days since I stopped smoking. And it continues to be – a BATTLE. I’ve lost track of the number of times in recent months that I first quit but then after a while started “cheating” … Continue reading
Real Life Again…
After getting back from vacation the first thing I now need to do is to start getting ready for another school year. Eighth Grade Orientation is Aug. 20th and the first day of school is Aug. 21st. I sure hope … Continue reading
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Tagged books, creativity, goals, smoking, writing
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3/4/2013
The weather has been lovely and the trees are starting to bud – I think Spring is finally making an appearance. I have not been doing very well quitting smoking. I did all but quit, but then kept “cheating;” having … Continue reading
2/18/2013
More ruminations…. I just realized that it has been TEN YEARS since I left Kansas and, with my mother and my then 3-year-old little boy, came back home to California. Ten years since I closed the era of my life … Continue reading
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Tagged ADD/HD, personal growth, smoking
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QUITTING
The first time I successfully managed to quit smoking in any serious way, was in October of 2009. I decided to try Acupuncture after hearing some positive comments, and so I made arrangements to do their 3-treatment stop smoking plan on Monday, … Continue reading
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Tagged health, personal growth, smoking
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2/3/2013
Today is my son’s 13th birthday. Thirteen? How can that be? It is amazing how fast children grow up. I made a birthday card for him: And my most important gift that I am giving to him is that, … Continue reading
Posted in 2013, Onward & Upward, Ruminations
Tagged art, children, creativity, goals, smoking
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2012 in Review
2012 As the year starts out, I am still trying to dig myself out of lethargy and depression; I examine my Goals and try to get back on track and stop sleeping in so late. I create and start using a … Continue reading
Posted in 2012, Annual Summary, Onward & Upward
Tagged Balance, creativity, ENVIRONMENT, family, goals, personal growth, smoking
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2009 Summary
I am going to post my whole Summary for this year. It was quite a year; I lost my mother, I quit smoking, I started drawing. A very bittersweet year… 2009 in Review This time last year, I was in … Continue reading
Posted in 2009, Annual Summary, Onward & Upward
Tagged ADD/HD, creativity, goals, grief, loss, magic, personal growth, serendipity, smoking
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