Monthly Archives: February 2009

2/23/2009

On Saturday afternoon, after a nap – my son was off playing with a friend – I started writing my “morning pages.”  Now I have done this type of thing for most of my life, writing in journals.  Sometimes I’ve … Continue reading

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2/20/2009

I’ve been seeing Molly to help me cope with the loss of my Mother.  She has advised me to be good to myself and perhaps work on “The Artist’s Way” again, and in particular, to give myself the benefit of … Continue reading

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PAIN

Pain, glorious pain – I drown myself in the ecstasy of pain.  The music bangs out the rhythm of my soul and carries me through the waves of agony.  There’s a fine line between pleasure and pain; can I turn … Continue reading

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2009 Goals (part 2)

My goal for 2009 is to figure out how to rebuild my life – from the ground up; start over and do things “right.”  Specifically: 1)  I want to go through my whole house, get rid of things, pare down, … Continue reading

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2009 Goals (part 1)

2/12/2009 – What I want: 1.  A home – that I can afford.  In a decent neighborhood (school, neighbors, pets) and that is clean and comfortable and has enough room for me and Dalton to play and live well.  I need … Continue reading

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